I had totally forgotten about this blog but now that i know it's still here i can write again and try writing every day. Choosing me instead of what others think, I still want to move, have a stable, emotionally balanced, financially secure, honest and trustworthy man in my life. He must also be a real Christian who has a relationship with God , loves his family and children if he has them. Supports my dreams and allows me to be independent and doesn't overwhelm or smother me.
I want to continue to write my poems, paint, crochet, watch my Youtube videoes about van life and how people are living the nomadic life. Being free to see the world, what i really want is the ability to travel and see different places, experience different things. I want to live my best life, eat the best healthy food, I can do it.
I can do all these things, if i don't allow my negativity and laziness get in the way. I have to stay focused
My goals are to get my health under control: blood sugar stable under 7 a1c, eat veggies, stop drinking sodas, drink more water, drink detox drinks and teas, drink smoothies, eat pasta with greens. Fruits, i can do it, i must do it because i dont want to die young. i want to walk without this walker, be able to run and go places without allowing my fears to hold me back. i am going to overcome my fears .
After my health is stable i will focus more on my finances so that i can move into the apartment that i deserve to live in where all of my needs are met. i am not use to non efficiency and non professionalism, i've been a professional all my life and no one can steal my character or value. i know my worth and i respect and value others.
